Its just that I suddenly got some free time + soo bored... + the people Im a bit of avoiding here in DA are inactive! yay!

I missed being active here in DA and maybe i need some well time off from work. Its been burning the sh*t out of me and I'm kind of tired with what I'm doing.

I believe that my work is okay. I'm quite fortunate to have work and be in a workplace that is not so problematic. But whats the problem? I really don't know. Maybe I'm looking for something else. I want to do more stuff. Stuff which are challenging. Something that starts from ideas then design?

In our office its design then ideas & conceptualization. And its a bit irritating. How can you make things work like that? Well... in our case, it somehow pulls through. But even if i wish, i try, i hope that our creative process goes around the right way, i still end up just wishing, hoping and trying. Additional to that, we are given unreasonable time lines for work. Its like they make us do a whole thesis in a matter of 8 hours or less. They are actually fortunate to have devoted workers such as us that doesn't complain so much even if things are already like that.

But the thing that really pisses me off is when I'm already done with my work. Its a bit insulting for me actually making something then they just make up some stupid interpretation for my work then present it to clients. Like, WTF! Sometimes what they say are completely different from what i told them about my work.

And they laughed when i introduced a simple marketing term such as USP.

Thats why we dont win so much bids. They just don't listen and they just can't accept it that we have to think first before we do something! darn it

I don't know. I'm sort of happy with what i do. My skills are improving. But in the conceptual side of things, I am really unsatisfied. My brain is rotting in some ways.

So i feel so bored and i feel like ranting. I don't hate my job but i'm just unsatisfied. Oh well, i hope i get to find some other job in the near future that can be more satisfactory than what i have now.